Sometimes.. You make me so angry. I love getting phone calls/texts from you but I don’t know why you even bother. I’m pulling away and I’m sure you realize it. I just don’t understand anything anymore. Me. You. Us.
What is this? What are we doing?
I don’t really believe what you say. When you tell me you miss me or you love me. How do you miss me? How do you love me?
You’re happy now. Maybe that’s the exact reason why I’m pushing you away. You know me. I’ve been this way for the past 13 years. I start to close off, not because I don’t want you in my life, but because it’s easier that way.
We’ve always let each other be whenever we dated someone new. I see how happy she makes you so I leave you alone. My feelings will never change for you. It has somehow always been there from day one.
I know we talked about being so far away from each other .. The only thing standing in between. Maybe someday or in another life, but for now.. Your happiness means more to me than you’ll ever know.
Most people think that life owes them something. They fail to realize that they already have it.. LIFE!
You’ve been given life!
We are all born to do something.. Be something. Some spend most of their lives trying to figure that out. There’s nothing wrong with that, though. As long as in the end you’ve found your ideal happy place.. You won! It could be 5 years from now or 50 years. Regardless of the time, if you keep pushing yourself to climb greater heights instead of sitting on a rock at the bottom of a mountain, you’ve succeeded.
Granted, everyone wants to be rich. But, being rich is different from person to person. Some define wealth in health. Some define wealth as simply monetary means. That’s fine too.
It just kills me to see people sitting there, waiting for the wind to blow in a different direction. Get up! Do something! No one makes your life better but yourself.