whatdaheck?!? lmao who is this?! im assuming we know each other from TENEAST. if u like eel.. South Cove Dragon is the way to go.. you HAVE to try our TenEasT Volcano Roll as well.. other than that.. try them ALL .. you wont be disappointed.
i cut a part of my finger at work the other day. it didn’t stop bleeding for like an hour. yuck! lol i was changing the bandages today and it smelled like sweaty ass feet. gross!
ever understand how hurt I am knowing you think about other people after I’ve done nothing but love you with my whole entire self. all I’ve been was considerate to you and your feelings. i let you in.. into my own secret world. i allowed you to see me at best and my worst.. my strongest and my weakest. you make me feel things I’ve never felt before and for the first time in my life.. I’ve never wanted anything more than to go back to being someone who didn’t allow emotions to get near me. I’m a complete mess, basking in my own demise. what do I do now? choking back tears. I’m still completely and utterly, uncontrollably, unconditionally in love with you.
to want you all to myself. to wanna be the only one occupying your thoughts and dreams. to wanna be the only one you love. to wanna be the only one making you happy. i guess it was wrong of me to assume that I can be all of that to you.. for you. and just because you are all of that to me.. it was wrong for me to think my feelings were able to be reciprocated. my feelings are mine and mine only. you are entitled to your own humanly emotions.
i hate seeing things I don’t wanna or reading things I shouldn’t. There is always one thing guaranteed.. my feelings always get hurt. the blocks just keep getting higher and higher wishing temporary blindess sets in.
listening to music from MY day upsets me. im just not as passionate about music NOW than i was growing up. i remember being so young and always having my boombox with me EVERYWHERE i went. rockin overalls/xtra big jeans or cargo pants, flight suits (coveralls), oversized polos from tommy hilfiger, nautica, or polo jeans, oversized looney toons tshirts that mimicked hiphop artists (the front and back shirts), cross colors, white ass kicks, timbs, dolomites, eastlands, etc.
Ughhh! Times have definitely changed along with the music industry. No one has any heart anymore in any of their songs they put out. Fucked up world with fucked up music! I wanna go back!
when it comes down to it. like you said awhile ago.. you resent me. im no good for you.
long story short.. my name is christine/chrisanne.. i work at TENEAST and when we first open.. there was a lot of girls that had the same name or very similar like christy, kristin, christina, etc. sooo one of my old managers nicknamed me hiphop because of the style of dance i danced and my swag. that’s it. lol.
umm facebook, tumblr, downelink.. those are the main ones.
ROFL. so bae and I are trying to have some lunch before heading into work because my metabolism is crap. Gotta get back to eating more than once a day and shit. -_-
Anywho, there’s this ghetto ass nigga sittin in the booth behind us hella slurring his words and shit cuz apparently, he thinks his food’s gonna run away from him so to avoid that.. he keeps shoving all his food in his mouth mid conversation. -_- you’s gonna choke muhfucka! Slow your fuckin roll, idiot.
homemade dinner w/ the wife.
ranch & herb crusted chicken breasts w/ sauteed garlic spinach, butter mapled baby carrots and a nice chilled bottle of pinot grigio.
love spending nights at home, alone together, with good food, good wine, and my bae by my side. makes years from now look so promising.